So this time last year my dad was in William P Clements hospital in Dallas!  He had already spent two weeks there and ended up being there until after the first of the year!  Now a year later I’m in this same hospital again!  Tonight I’m in the emergency room with my mom!  She started throwing up in the middle of the night and hasn’t been able to hold anything down!  It is so hard to be here!  I remember being here with my dad!  It is so difficult being here knowing that tomorrow is Christmas Eve and after four and a half hours they still haven’t told us anything!  I think she’s probably ok but I’m so uncomfortable in this place!  To make matters worse I have both my kids with me and boredom is definitely setting in!  I’m trying really hard not to be upset but it’s really hard!