I finally understand what it means to live life to the fullest. I am seizing the day and living my life for me. I have spent so much time in the past living for my kids or my husbands that I haven’t really lived for me. I always worried how everything I did was going to impact someone else. I am finally enjoying being single for the first time in a very long time. I have finally become comfortable on my own again. I don’t need a man to do the things i want to do. I guess I should really think my ex because if it wasn’t for him, I probably wouldn’t have stayed single this long. I have to admit that I still love him very much and even if I wanted to I couldn’t be with anyone else right now. He may never figure things out and we may never be together but at least I have had some time for me. When the time is right than I will be in a relationship again. Right now I am just happy to be me!!