I finally understand what it means to live life to the fullest.  I am seizing the day and living my life for me.  I have spent so much time in the past living for my kids or my husbands that I haven’t really lived for me.  I always worried how everything I did was going to impact someone else.  I am finally enjoying being single for the first time in a very long time.  I have finally become comfortable on my own again.  I don’t need a man to do the things i want to do.  I guess I should really think my ex because if it wasn’t for him, I probably wouldn’t have stayed single this long.  I have to admit that I still love him very much and even if I wanted to I couldn’t be with anyone else right now.  He may never figure things out and we may never be together but at least I have had some time for me.  When the time is right than I will be in a relationship again. Right now I am just happy to be me!!