So yesterday I took a chance with the paramedic and I drove to Decatur to a place called Rocky Ridge. It is basically a park designed for dirt bikes and four wheelers. I actually rode on a four wheeler for the first time since I was like 16. It was a lot of fun. We had a fire last night and I got an opportunity to get to know his brother a little better. I also got to spend some more time with his son. I even stayed with him last night because he really wanted me too. I guess the reason I’m not sure what to think now is that I haven’t heard from him since I left this morning. I guess I shouldn’t worry but I can’t help but feel my old insecurities coming back into my thoughts. I really thought things were ok when I left this morning but now I’m wondering if he regrets me staying last night. I have to say that it felt great to sleep in his arms last night. I have texted him a few times and i haven’t heard back so I will just leave him alone. I really hope I hear from him tomorrow.