So I went out with the new guy on Friday and it was great. We spent like ten hours together and I honestly didn’t want the date to end. He’s a really nice guy and I am looking forward to spending more time with him. We spent time together on Saturday too but it was much more low key. We watched a movie at his apartment. It is scary to let myself get involved with someone new especially after everything that has happened but I know I can keep waiting around for my ex. He actually knows all about my ex and he still didn’t run. I want a fresh start so I’m really hoping things go well with this guy. He may not be the person I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with but at least he seems like he will be good to me. He wants to see me and spend time with me. I deserve happiness and maybe I finally have a chance to find it with this new guy.
I haven’t spoken to my ex-fiance in a couple of weeks now. He hasn’t posted anything new on Facebook and I honestly don’t know if he’s ok or not. I could text his mom and find out but I don’t want to bother her. I know that he is not the most stable so I don’t want to alarm his mom.