So today I received a beautiful bouquet of flowers!  The problem is that they made me feel horribly guilty because I don’t want to keep dating the guy they are from.  We have been dating for a little over a month and I just don’t feel it.  I refuse to just keep dating him because I’m about to leave for Bolivia. I know that I’m still in love with my ex!  I’ve tried so hard to get past him but I can’t sacrifice a man who doesn’t deserve to be hurt just so I can stay away from my ex.  It is time to confront my past once and for all. I miss hanging out with my friends and having my own life. 
I am at a crossroads because I need to figure out how I’m going to proceed when it comes to my ex. I either approach him with my idea or I walk away. 

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