Why is it that in life we always want to keep secrets? Why do we always feel more secure when we hold things back? I have so many emotions going through my mind right now! I don’t know how to put them in words! I feel like if I write anything down then I will just make things worse! My heart has been through so many things in the last three years! You know I realized today that 2016 has been the best year I’ve had in a long time despite the fact there has been some negativity! I find that my mind is excited and exhilarated to figure out what is going to come next for me! I’m not sure what the next three weeks in Bolivia will bring me! I’m not even sure what will happen when I get home but I do know one thing, I’m keeping my emotions to myself! I can’t afford to let anyone in right now! I need to figure out what I’m feeling! I need to figure out what I really want! I have three weeks before I go back to reality!!