So the Rangers should have been able to clench the west last night but instead they lost the game 5 to 4. It was so sad to watch them lose yet again. Last night will probably be the last game I get to attend this season, but at least through the nine games I have been to this year I have developed a love for baseball. I never in a million years thought that I would ever enjoy baseball. It is amazing how much can change in just a few short months. I see myself every day and I realize these subtle little changes in myself. I have grown so much in the last few months between my international travel and my new job. Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and I can hardly believe how much has happened over the last year. I am actually considering buying a partial plan of season tickets to the Rangers next year and I would never have believed that I would be contemplating that. I wish that I could meet someone that care share my interests. I don’t need a husband or even a boyfriend that is in all my business but it would be nice to be dating again. It would be nice to just date someone on a regular basis. I don’t want to jump into anything too quickly but I would love to have someone to share my life with.