I had a date with my ex on Tuesday night but it wasn’t a typical date for us. We met for a drink and spent like an hour together and then he had to get home. It was nice to see him but I think it almost drove the two of us crazy because we were only able to kiss. We had crazy conversations the rest of the week and we were both super horny. Last night we had another date. He came to my house after work to shower and get ready so that he could meet me earlier. We started kissing and he immediately grabbed my breasts. We almost started something that would have made going out a problem but we stopped and went to the movies. He reached out and help my hand and squeezed the underside of my thigh. I eventually reached over and started fondling him. We did something we’ve never done before. We got so turned on that we left the movie so that we could go home and have sex. Our sex was super intense as always. Sometimes it kills me that we have so much sexual chemistry. I honestly think that has a lot to do with why he keeps coming back over and over. I have no idea what to expect from my current situation with him but I know I love him. I know that as long as he makes me feel the way he does I can’t walk away from him. We have been so much closer lately and I just hope things continue to get better between us. I know that we both have a lot to get through but I really hope we can do it together.