I guess you could say that my guy and I worked things out. We talked yesterday and things are more back to normal. We still haven’t seen each other but I know he’s really busy right now with work. I really hate that his busiest time of year is when I don’t work. It sucks that I have all this extra time on my hands but we still can’t see each other. I really hope I get to see him soon. I did tell him my idea of potentially meeting a woman. He told me that I needed to do what made me happy. I’m not sure if being with a woman again or even opening myself to that would make me happy but it is definitely something I am considering. I guess more than anything I am just looking for a distraction. I don’t need or want a relationship but companionship would be nice. I don’t really have any close girlfriends anymore and I really miss that. My teachers that I work with are friends but they aren’t the kind of friends that I would hangout with outside of work. I need girlfriends not associated with my job.