So I have always heard that the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Well I have finally decided that I am done with all that. I took the plunge and officially signed up for the dating company. It is so weird to think about dating with a matchmaker helping you out but I am going to try it. I think the weirdest part is that she said I would be going out with multiple people until I met someone that I wanted to date exclusively. I have never been much of a fan of dating multiple people at one time but knowing that the service is setting both of us up with various people will hopefully make it easier to do. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life alone and honestly I am not getting any younger. I want to share my life with someone special. I am tired of spending my holidays alone and being depressed on my birthday because I don’t have anyone to share it with. I am ready to really enjoy my life. I don’t need a man to be complete but I want to have someone that will be my best friend, my companion and my lover. I want to have another person to make plans for the future with. I want to have someone to travel with. I want to meet someone that I can share all my passions with. I really want to be able to share everything with someone special. I guess we will see if my new path breaks me out of the insane cycle that has been my life the last few years!!