Be Still My Heart

So as it turns out one night of really good sex has turned in to two more nights of amazing sex. This man could really be the one. He helps me with everything. I cooked last night for everyone and after dinner he helped me clean up the dishes. He is so considerate which is incredible. He wants to actually show up for my kids which is awesome because it has been a long time since I’ve been in a relationship with someone that really wanted to be a part of their lives. I love the way we can lie in each other’s arms for hours and talk about everything. We have very similar ideas about a lot things which makes things easy but I think we would respect each other even if we didn’t agree. It is so easy to be with him. I feel more comfortable with him than I felt with anyone in a long time. He is a huge proponent of communication which I love. He is also fairly direct which works well with my personality. It’s funny because we have spent so many hours together which is unusual because if we had met at any other time we wouldn’t have been able to spend so much time together. We both worried at first but we both decided we would take advantage of this unique opportunity to get to know each other. We both go back to work on Monday so the real world will invade our situation. I call it a situation because I am not sure at this point if it is a relationship or not. I am trying really hard not to rush us into anything because in the past that hasn’t always been the best course of action. I know that I want him and I definitely want to figure out if we can build a future together.

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